In this book, a small part of my experiences, thoughts, pain, and joys of love. I loved a man very much; I was crazy about him. Now I invite you to live those experiences with me.
Everything did change within my heart.
Do I love you at all, or am I just stuck?
My mind is telling me – let go of him.
My heart, on the other hand, says you love him – so hold on.
Both voices are brawling inside of my soul.
What should I do now? I really don’t know.
You’re making me mad, I hate you.
Yet, I love you more and wish to be closer.
I humiliate myself, in your eyes.
I do not have pride, I agree.
I wish to forget you for a while.
But I find myself reasoning now, by the window.